Angeline's

2012-02-01T14:06:00.002+08:00

2012-02-01T13:53:00.002+08:00

Right now as I'm typing this S is telling me to 'stop behaving like a small child' becos I refuse to see the doctor :(

Been running a fever since I woke up yesterday. Despite that, I managed to drag myself out of the house to reach our company dinner right on the dot to find less than a handful of colleagues there. Since we had nothing else to do while waiting for the rest to come, we started singing (even though I was having a terrible sorethroat)... where I terribly embarrased myself. LOL. I JUST HAD TO GO OUT OF TUNE WHEN THE ROOM STARTED FILLING UP. AND NO, I DON'T ALWAYS SING LIKE THAT. I WAS HAVING A VERY BAD SORETHROAT AND SPITTING BLOOD. LOL

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2012-02-01T13:49:00.001+08:00

2012-02-01T13:48:00.001+08:00

Goal

2012-02-01T13:25:00.000+08:00

I keep telling myself, I have to leave but day after day, that's the only thing that's keeping me going. The only thing that's actually keeping me sane. I set my mind that this is a goal I have to accomplish. So many times I told myself to pack up and leave, that this is going no where but why am I still standing firm here? Sometimes, I feel like I'm way too stubborn for my own good... ha ha ha

2012-01-31T16:15:00.002+08:00

But we don't just give up on the people we love, do we?

2 Broke Girls

2012-01-30T18:13:00.001+08:00

Wanted to upload a couple of pix from the past few days but blogpress on my iphone is being a bitch
& I haven't been bringing the EOS out (which also reminds me that I've yet to post my birthday photos from 3 months ago) so... no pix :(

Anyway, lately I've been super hooked on this series...

Mad hilarious, I laughed 30 secs into the show!!!

Here's the trailer cos I'm lazy to type a long ass post on what the show is about....

2012-01-26T23:35:00.001+08:00

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2012-01-26T23:33:00.000+08:00

This is D's little bro, he was dressed as Jack Sparrow during CNYHahahaMAD CUTE?! NO?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
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#yousiao

2012-01-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

Chu xi? @ Spize with my colleagues after work
& This is my manager being drunk and crazy,
sitting in the middle of the road trying to hail a cab

I hope he doesn't see this Hahaha, mad funny
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CNY

2012-01-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

I think this was on chu xi (CNY eve)? I had to rush off after eating cos I was late for work :(

Ban luck @ my big aunt's place I think?

My papa! Whom everyone says we look rly rly alike? Yes? No?
Mama! :)
All the angpaos I collected, which was less then 3/4 of last year's... ._____. Slept less then 3 hrs the entire CNY (Chu xi - Chu san)& I didn't do much visiting this CNY as I had to work throughout :'(

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2012-01-26T02:12:00.001+08:00

2012-01-26T02:09:00.001+08:00

Daily routine

2012-01-26T02:08:00.000+08:00

9AM-6PM Work
6PM-9PM School
9PM-4AM Work

24 hours isn't enough

2012-01-26T02:01:00.002+08:00

2012-01-26T02:00:00.001+08:00

2012-01-26T01:57:00.000+08:00

"I put my heart & my soul into my work, and have lost my mind in the process." - Vincent van Gogh
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2012-01-25T16:19:00.000+08:00

Ever since I started working I realised that there's so much of this world I've actually yet to see. So many things I've yet to discover. How realistic some people can be, how things can change with the snap of a finger. I have to admit, I'm scared. I never realised so much were going on in people's head. I never understood how disgustingly cruel humans can be. I have never in my life witnessed so much in a night...

Well, welcome to the real world Angeline.

2012-01-23T06:29:00.002+08:00

Been so long since anyone hugged me so tightly :') x

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2012-01-23T06:26:00.002+08:00

Doubtful.

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2012-01-23T06:18:00.002+08:00

The place was so crowded and I was so busy. I was pushing my way through the crowd when I saw him standing right in front of me. I was so happy I nearly jumped on him. It was the first time since I started working that anyone even bothered to come down to look for me & surprised. I was... & still am touched beyond words. Little things like that make my day. Just thinking about it makes me happy. My friends say I'm too easily contented?

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2012-01-23T06:10:00.002+08:00

Wish you'd put yourself into my shoes. Wish you'd at least try to understand.

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2012-01-19T22:37:00.001+08:00

For once in my life,
I am genuinely happy.

One step closer

2012-01-19T01:50:00.001+08:00

Dear diary,

It's only been about two weeks into 2012 and I'm alr feeling so mentally & physically exhausted. School & work is pulling me away from everything.

I'm the kind of person who absolutely cannot idle around with nothing to do. That's the reason why I always have two jobs at one time. So I can keep myself busy. Time is so precious, no? I don't regret any of my decisions made. All I wish for is just, more time. More time to spend with the people who love me, the people who've been giving me endless of support & motivation throughout.

I don't know how to say how thankful I am for all the people around me. Even when I'm busy with work or school, they make the effort to come down just to see me for that few minutes or just to accompany me. And my schoolmates who never fail to walk me home after every class. I'm so thankful that I never have to be alone.

This post doesn't even make any sense to me. I guess all I want to say is how very very thankful I am for y'all. For staying with me through my worst days, for staying with me when I'm grumpy, for staying with me even when I don't deserve any of this :')

Haven't felt so loved in such a long time. I hope everything will stay this way.

On the side note, I'm another step closer to accomplishing my life long dream! ;)

xo

2012-01-14T11:29:00.001+08:00

2012-01-14T11:21:00.000+08:00

Dr Marts Maryjane, Sz 38

RTP: $150

QYOP, if you're interested. Pls be reasonable.

Still contemplating if I should sell this though...

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Shoe Fetish

2012-01-14T11:06:00.000+08:00

TBA 5onthedot In Burgundy Velvet

I have a weak spot for velvet :C

Updated: Chapter 54

2012-01-13T09:14:00.000+08:00

Easy Rider Quilted Zip Shorts

RTP: 78USD

QYOP, but please be reasonable

I just received this ystd but it's too big for me :(

Such a pity since it's a rly pretty piece & I rly rly like it :'(

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2012-01-12T16:10:00.001+08:00

2012-01-12T16:05:00.001+08:00

Always thought that hard work was the key.

It isn't.

2012-01-12T16:04:00.000+08:00

Why am I wasting my time on something I know I can never achieve?

2012-01-12T16:01:00.001+08:00

Envy.
It needs to stop.

Aim

2012-01-12T15:57:00.002+08:00

So many wants, so many dreams.
So little time, so little $$$

2012-01-12T12:55:00.002+08:00

If only...

???

2012-01-12T12:41:00.002+08:00

2012-01-12T12:38:00.002+08:00

2012-01-12T12:36:00.000+08:00

Lunch date @ AmbushSuper affordableNomz
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2012-01-12T12:33:00.000+08:00

Thai Express with the boy + friends
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2012-01-12T12:32:00.001+08:00

Gai gai ^_^

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2012-01-12T12:32:00.000+08:00

KFC Brekkie with @Emmikikiz
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Contradicting

2012-01-07T21:16:00.002+08:00

2012-01-07T21:10:00.002+08:00

Here comes the feeling I thought I'd forgotten.

2012-01-07T21:06:00.001+08:00

2012-01-07T21:05:00.000+08:00

I keep wanting to leave but I never seem to be able to let go.
There is still this perfect picture of us in my head.

Thoughts

2012-01-07T21:01:00.004+08:00

Over-thinking?

Effort

2012-01-07T20:57:00.001+08:00

Effort has never really been an issue to me as I've always believed that everyone has their own way in showing their emotions. I always believed that "just because someone doesn't love you they way you want them to, doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they have".

But ... why is it affecting me now?

2012: STOP

2012-01-07T14:46:00.002+08:00

1. Stop spending time with the wrong people. – Life is too short to spend time with people who suck the happiness out of you. If someone wants you in their life, they’ll make room for you. You shouldn’t have to fight for a spot. Never, ever insist yourself to someone who continuously overlooks your worth. And remember, it’s not the people that stand by your side when you’re at your best, but the ones who stand beside you when you’re at your worst that are your true friends.

2. Stop running from your problems. – Face them head on. No, it won’t be easy. There is no person in the world capable of flawlessly handling every punch thrown at them. We aren’t supposed to be able to instantly solve problems. That’s not how we’re made. In fact, we’re made to get upset, sad, hurt, stumble and fall. Because that’s the whole purpose of living – to face problems, learn, adapt, and solve them over the course of time. This is what ultimately molds us into the person we become.

3. Stop lying to yourself. – You can lie to anyone else in the world, but you can’t lie to yourself. Our lives improve only when we take chances, and the first and most difficult chance we can take is to be honest with ourselves.

4. Stop putting your own needs on the back burner. – The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that you are special too. Yes, help others; but help yourself too. If there was ever a moment to follow your passion and do something that matters to you, that moment is now.
5.Stop trying to be someone you’re not. – One of the greatest challenges in life is being yourself in a world that’s trying to make you like everyone else. Someone will always be prettier, someone will always be smarter, someone will always be younger, but they will never be you. Don’t change so people will like you. Be yourself and the right people will love the real you.

6. Stop trying to hold onto the past. – You can’t start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading your last one.

7. Stop being scared to make a mistake. – Doing something and getting it wrong is at least ten times more productive than doing nothing. Every success has a trail of failures behind it, and every failure is leading towards success. You end up regretting the things you did NOT do far more than the things you did.

8. Stop berating yourself for old mistakes. – We may love the wrong person and cry about the wrong things, but no matter how things go wrong, one thing is for sure, mistakes help us find the person and things that are right for us. We all make mistakes, have struggles, and even regret things in our past. But you are not your mistakes, you are not your struggles, and you are here NOW with the power to shape your day and your future. Every single thing that has ever happened in your life is preparing you for a moment that is yet to come.

9. Stop trying to buy happiness. – Many of the things we desire are expensive. But the truth is, the things that really satisfy us are totally free – love, laughter and working on our passions.

10. Stop exclusively looking to others for happiness. – If you’re not happy with who you are on the inside, you won’t be happy in a long-term relationship with anyone else either. You have to create stability in your own life first before you can share it with someone else.

11. Stop being idle. – Don’t think too much or you’ll create a problem that wasn’t even there in the first place. Evaluate situations and take decisive action. You cannot change what you refuse to confront. Making progress involves risk. Period! You can’t make it to second base with your foot on first.
12. Stop thinking you’re not ready. – Nobody ever feels 100% ready when an opportunity arises. Because most great opportunities in life force us to grow beyond our comfort zones, which means we won’t feel totally comfortable at first.

13. Stop getting involved in relationships for the wrong reasons. – Relationships must be chosen wisely. It’s better to be alone than to be in bad company. There’s no need to rush. If something is meant to be, it will happen – in the right time, with the right person, and for the best reason. Fall in love when you’re ready, not when you’re lonely.

14. Stop rejecting new relationships just because old ones didn’t work. – In life you’ll realize that there is a purpose for everyone you meet. Some will test you, some will use you and some will teach you. But most importantly, some will bring out the best in you.

15. Stop trying to compete against everyone else. – Don’t worry about what others doing better than you. Concentrate on beating your own records every day. Success is a battle between YOU and YOURSELF only.

16. Stop being jealous of others. – Jealousy is the art of counting someone else’s blessings instead of your own. Ask yourself this: “What’s something I have that everyone wants?”

17. Stop complaining and feeling sorry for yourself. – Life’s curveballs are thrown for a reason – to shift your path in a direction that is meant for you. You may not see or understand everything the moment it happens, and it may be tough. But reflect back on those negative curveballs thrown at you in the past. You’ll often see that eventually they led you to a better place, person, state of mind, or situation. So smile! Let everyone know that today you are a lot stronger than you were yesterday, and you will be.

18. Stop holding grudges. – Don’t live your life with hate in your heart. You will end up hurting yourself more than the people you hate. Forgiveness is not saying, “What you did to me is okay.” It is saying, “I’m not going to let what you did to me ruin my happiness forever.” Forgiveness is the answer… let go, find peace, liberate yourself! And remember, forgiveness is not just for other people, it’s for you too. If you must, forgive yourself, move on and try to do better next time.

19. Stop letting others bring you down to their level. – Refuse to lower your standards to accommodate those who refuse to raise theirs.

20. Stop wasting time explaining yourself to others. – Your friends don’t need it and your enemies won’t believe it anyway. Just do what you know in your heart is right.

21. Stop doing the same things over and over without taking a break. – The time to take a deep breath is when you don’t have time for it. If you keep doing what you’re doing, you’ll keep getting what you’re getting. Sometimes you need to distance yourself to see things clearly.

22. Stop overlooking the beauty of small moments. – Enjoy the little things, because one day you may look back and discover they were the big things. The best portion of your life will be the small, nameless moments you spend smiling with someone who matters to you.

23. Stop trying to make things perfect. – The real world doesn’t reward perfectionists, it rewards people who get things done.

24. Stop following the path of least resistance. – Life is not easy, especially when you plan on achieving something worthwhile. Don’t take the easy way out. Do something extraordinary.
25 .Stop acting like everything is fine if it isn’t. – It’s okay to fall apart for a little while. You don’t always have to pretend to be strong, and there is no need to constantly prove that everything is going well. You shouldn’t be concerned with what other people are thinking either – cry if you need to – it’s healthy to shed your tears. The sooner you do, the sooner you will be able to smile again.

26. Stop blaming others for your troubles. – The extent to which you can achieve your dreams depends on the extent to which you take responsibility for your life. When you blame others for what you’re going through, you deny responsibility – you give others power over that part of your life.

27. Stop trying to be everything to everyone. – Doing so is impossible, and trying will only burn you out. But making one person smile CAN change the world. Maybe not the whole world, but their world. So narrow your focus.

28. Stop worrying so much. – Worry will not strip tomorrow of its burdens, it will strip today of its joy. One way to check if something is worth mulling over is to ask yourself this question: “Will this matter in one year’s time? Three years? Five years?” If not, then it’s not worth worrying about.

29. Stop focusing on what you don’t want to happen. – Focus on what you do want to happen. Positive thinking is at the forefront of every great success story. If you awake every morning with the thought that something wonderful will happen in your life today, and you pay close attention, you’ll often find that you’re right.

30. Stop being ungrateful. – No matter how good or bad you have it, wake up each day thankful for your life. Someone somewhere else is desperately fighting for theirs. Instead of thinking about what you’re missing, try thinking about what you have that everyone else is missing.

Source: X

PATH

2012-01-07T14:34:00.000+08:00

Been really active on this app recently!
It's like twitter + instagram + fb combined???
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2012-01-07T14:16:00.001+08:00

POP!
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2012-01-07T14:16:00.000+08:00

Sick in bed for 4 days :'(

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2012

2012-01-07T14:14:00.003+08:00

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2012-01-07T14:10:00.000+08:00

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Backorder

2012-01-03T01:15:00.002+08:00

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2012-01-01T23:36:00.001+08:00

Just replied about a hundred emails in the past hour. I really wanted to do a new year post, but I'm feeling pretty miserable right now. Been having the runs since I woke up ystd, & I kept having fainting spells throughout the day. Really need the doctor right now (I usually HATE to go to the docs), but it's a public holiday and even the private clinic's I know of isn't open :'(

Still, I hope y'all had a Happy New Year!
Till then, xo

2011

2011-12-31T06:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday will never be what today is and what tomorrow will be.

2011 is finally coming to an end & alot of people (on my twitter timeline + fb news feed) have been saying that hopefully, next year will be a better year. I really hope so too. But don't we all say that every year?

This year, I came to realise that in order to make things work we can not just hope. We can't just sit and wait hoping that things will magically be the way we want it to be. We need to work hard to achieve what we want. At least, for me.

It has been such a tough yet wonderful year for me. Contradicting as it may sound, there are always good and bad times, no? For all those who've been saying you've had a really bad year, Y U NO THINK POSITIVELY? I'm pretty certain there were good days too!

My family's been really caring & supportive of me throughout, as always. Even if things aren't going the way it should be right now, and we have fights & quarrels from time to time but which family doesn't?

Feb 2011

Dec 2011

I've had the most wonderful boy, ever. Swear he's probably the closest to a fairytale I'll ever have. I'm not very good with words, but to put it shortly he has always always always been there. Even when I get really grumpy (which happens 9/10 of the time) he puts up with me, and never ever tries to pick a fight (EVEN WHEN I TRY TO MAKE HIM TO) He's the only person I've ever been with in a year that I can actually count the number of times we fought WITH ONE HAND. Obviously, not counting senseless arguments and me getting all crazy. Even when I'm a pain in the ass & least deserve it, he still tries his very best to give in to me. The only problem I have with him is... he likes to irritate me. ALOT. I've never been so annoyed yet happy at the same time. LOL.

Also, without all my friends who've been really supportive, encouraging, motivating and being there for me, I wouldn't be where I am today. (Not that I'm in a very good position now, but at least better than I was in the past few years)

My new year resolutions would be to try my best to work hard & achieve my goals, to be more patient & understanding, to stop being so temperamental, to be persistent & consistent in everything I do.

& Before 2011 ends, I want to thank y'all for everything y'all have done for me.

Blessed New Year!

Xo, Angeline.

P/s Couldn't upload many photos cos my lappy is being a pain :(

2011-12-29T22:05:00.003+08:00

Life, is way to complicated for me to ever understand.

Lost

2011-12-28T21:58:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, I wish I had someone I could really rely on. Y'knw someone who'd never fail to be there no matter what. Someone who'll comfort me, and despite all the obstacles we have to face... will still be there. Not by just words, but someone who despite all your flaws and tantrums, see through your facade. Someone who understands, or well, at least try to. It's so funny, what they tell us in fairytales, what we grew up thinking things would be, would never happen in real life. Fairytales will only be in storybooks & life... It's so complicated. Why'd God create us knowing that we'd have to grow through so much pain? Why'd God create us as one knowing we'd feel so alone? It puzzles me so much. Every other day, I question my existence here. Why am I here? What am I doing here? Should I even be here?

I've always believed that not talking about my problems & avoiding them will eventually make it go away, but eventually, everything comes chasing after you and you have no where else to run.

I hate to admit this but... I... feel... so... lost.

I wish

2011-12-25T16:20:00.003+08:00

That's why I love balloons. When they go, my troubles go along with them.

Someone, pass me a balloon?

Merry Christmas! XO

2011-12-25T16:17:00.000+08:00

XO
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2011-12-25T16:16:00.000+08:00

Christmas cookie from @deafkneewong
Awwwwww, x

Christmas Countdown

2011-12-25T16:15:00.002+08:00

Happy 21st Clifford

2011-12-25T16:13:00.000+08:00

@ Hotel Copthrone

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Happy 21st Ka Hng

2011-12-25T16:10:00.001+08:00

@ Hard Rock Hotel

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2011-12-25T16:08:00.001+08:00

I miss her, so much. Everytime I look at her, I'm so afraid one day she's gonna go. Everytime I look at her, she seems to get more & more frail by the day. I can barely understand why God would ever wna take her away from this world. She's the nicest person I've ever met, the most self-less, understanding & forgiving person I know. I'm sorry I can't be there today. Happy birthday & Merry Christmas Grandma, I love you.

I should be at her place right now, wishing her a very happy birthday & merry christmas. Instead, I'm at home. Alone. Eating the mcdees I ordered an hour ago.

I no longer want to be here. Every single day, we go through the same things over and over again. Telling me how much I shouldn't be here, how I'll never be enough. I get it, I do. I keep trying and trying, but no matter what I do, I can never seem to please you. Any of you. I'm tired. Stop saying I didn't try. I did. Hard enough. I'm done trying. What's the point?

In the blink of an eye, this year is coming to an end. This year, has probably been the toughest year for me. So many things have happened. And again, I'd like to thank the people who've always always been there for me. Y'all know who you are *blow kisses*

XO

2011-12-25T14:21:00.001+08:00

Problems after problems. A never ending cycle.
No where else to run to. I'm exhausted.
I wish I could just disappear.

All over again.

2011-12-22T09:18:00.002+08:00

Mink + Nana

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GO AWAY!!! :'(

2011-12-19T03:40:00.002+08:00

2011-12-19T03:34:00.000+08:00

I love those moments when you just think, & you realised how happy you actually are. At that one moment in time, you can't think of anything that brings you down. You put everything negative aside and you just smile. Random bursts of happiness are fantastic! x

GIF

2011-12-19T03:33:00.001+08:00

Random GIFS from the phone :O

Miss them :(
EVEN THOUGH THEY ALWAYS TRY TO MAKE ME ANGRY COS THEY THINK IT'S CUTE?!?!
:@

Crazy girl who is in Taiwan now :(
HURRY BACK!!!

Moooooooustache wink *evil grin*

"I AM NOT FAT" HMPH! :(

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2011-12-19T01:48:00.003+08:00

LAUNCHED!

400th

2011-12-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

Cheesy, but... happy 400th!

2011-12-17T16:11:00.001+08:00

Last min decision to head down to Grand Hollywood @ 2:30AM
& this is the only picture I have so...

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MOoooOoostache Yeh

2011-12-16T15:42:00.002+08:00

HelloOoOooooooooooOoo there! *waves*
Spammed pix of myself to my friends who were upset & needed encouragement ystd!Hope y'all are feeling btr & more motivated now!
Mua mua mua ~ *blow kisses*

LOLOLOLOL FYL FOR BEING MY FRIENDS
*jumps around*
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2011-12-16T14:06:00.002+08:00

First time @ I12KATONG!
LOL LOOK AT THAT LITTLE GIRL STARING AT ME! HAHAHA! Creme Brulee Knitted Top from Strawberrycoatedkisses.com!
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Can't stand it

2011-12-15T17:36:00.000+08:00

Rly like this vid of the boys! Hehe :3

2011-12-15T04:00:00.001+08:00

Exhausted is probably an understatement right now.

Goodnight! x

Food for thought

2011-12-15T03:57:00.001+08:00

If you follow me on twitter you might have alr seen this yesterday,
but anw, this was with Joeyi @ Food for thought! THEY HAVE SUCH GOOD FOOD!!! Just thinking about it makes me wna drool. Or maybe becos I was rly hungry so it tasted rly good...?
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2011-12-15T03:47:00.001+08:00

Typed a really long post... but I decided not to post it up since it's way too personal... And a weeeee bit whiny??? Ha ha ha

I think I'll love you better now

2011-12-12T22:08:00.001+08:00

2011-12-12T15:46:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday, Kden!

2011-12-12T03:09:00.001+08:00

Thank you so much... & happy birthday again, Kden! x:')
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2011-12-11T18:10:00.001+08:00

Today... it finally struck me that just becos I've been hurt, doesn't mean that I have to hurt the people around me. It never occured to me that any of these would ever have affected anyone. I kept pushing people away becos I wanted to protect myself & this year, I'm not going to deny that I lost a huge number of close friends. Nevertheless, I still want to thank all those who're still standing by my side encouraging me, motivating me, being there for me etc. I love y'all. & I'd like to say that I'm sorry for everything I've put y'all through just becos I was... selfish :(

2011-12-11T18:03:00.002+08:00

That feeling when you're about to cry & someone asks you if there's anything wrong or to cheer up & you try to smile but you just physically can't do it & eventually the effort of trying to smile for this one person has the tears spilling over. It makes me feel so defeated by life when I can't find the strength to smile in those moments.

Lace x Crochet Shorts

2011-12-11T17:49:00.002+08:00

From the next collection @ http://www.strawberrycoatedkisses.com/!
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2011-12-11T17:49:00.001+08:00

Negligence

2011-12-11T17:48:00.000+08:00

Kimmyboy, x
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Stay awake, dreams only last for a night

2011-12-11T17:47:00.000+08:00

Before meeting my Kimmyboy, x
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Day 1

2011-12-11T17:46:00.000+08:00

"20 LAPS! LET'SGO!"
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2011-12-11T16:36:00.000+08:00

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2011-12-11T16:30:00.001+08:00

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2011-12-09T11:55:00.002+08:00

Stuck

2011-12-09T11:28:00.001+08:00

I've found myself in this situation way too many times.

How many times have I told myself, "Just give up"? Even I, can't remember.
Everytime I tell myself to give up, I wake up the very next day thinking "Don't give up on this, it will all somehow work out, won't it? It always does. Just one more.. one more chance..."

It has happened way too many times. I'm so tired of trying...

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Nothing is wrong with anyone else, but me.
I'm always having all these high expectations in my head, and at the end of the day when it doesn't happened I get all disappointed & moody. Which shouldn't be the case. I, for one, jolly well know that expectations always always lead to disappointments but I just can't get that out of my head. ARGH

2011-12-09T01:50:00.002+08:00

能不能让心别在疼了

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2011-12-06T19:56:00.004+08:00

Upsetting.
What else can I say?

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2011-12-05T13:35:00.001+08:00

生病了
好心苦
:'(

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POSB

2011-12-03T05:11:00.000+08:00

So... A was sending me to POSB to deposit some cash...
&...

"Wa, why the POSB so weird one?"
"Huh? You don't know meh? This one must pass the money through the window then they will help you deposit one."
"Really meh! *stares at the 'bank'*"
I immediately burst out into laughter.
How silly can this boy get?!?!

Anw... This is the back of the bank...(in case you didn't know too)
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2011-12-03T05:06:00.000+08:00

L O L
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Seoul yummy

2011-12-03T05:04:00.000+08:00

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2011-12-03T05:03:00.000+08:00

"Whaaaaaatttttt?! No more ramen!?!? :'("
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2011-12-03T05:01:00.000+08:00

Goodnight! (∪｡∪)｡｡｡ｚｚｚＺＺＺ
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